反反哺

快奔三了

过去也许不是段平坦的道路，套一句老友的名言 -- “活过 走过”。
与其去遗憾如果，不如后悔曾经。
我可能比较犯贱，情愿选择可能的冤枉路，也不想留下“如果”的遗憾。

曾经“反哺”父母的“安心钱”，现在他们都拿回来资助我。
很庆幸，也很感恩，父母尚有活力，作为我任性的强大后盾。
希望他们一直健健康康，让我继续我行我素。

热爱自由，害怕拘束。
我妈曾经批评我，说给我太多自由。
我说 我感谢她没给我太多束缚。
她说 她是放任我到这地步的罪魁祸首。
我说 我有他这样的妈妈 想必是最幸福的事了。

虽然偶尔觉得自己的出生不够金钥匙，让我这一路上比同行的人更颠颠覆覆。
可我目前拥有的自由依然让我觉得自己是 幸运的 幸福的。

爸妈说，他们应该向我提出更多要求，好让我收敛收敛。
爸妈还是我的爸妈，我相信他们依然会继续支持我的任性。

母亲节快乐

约定

今天母亲节，没办法和妈妈一起度过。。。
这两个月，想要找天去见见家人。。。

摇了个电话回家，妈妈的声音还是那么甜美。。。
下个月的清迈之旅，应该没办法去了。。。
所以，答应了妈妈，明年带他们去欧洲旅游。。。

记录起来，提醒自己!

祝妈妈，永远幸福，天天漂亮，身体健康!
妈妈爸爸，永远爱你们 💖💞

合家乐龙龙!

华人过年，就是要一家人整整齐齐的团聚！
趁着今年人数还是齐全，我们再次浩浩荡荡地出国去！！！

机票，早在促销期间订了！
酒店，4个月前定了！
导游，自己当好了！

大年初一晚，我们一家六口从实兆远出发了！！！

大年初二，在澳门过了 冷 冻 僵 的一天~~~
年初三四，过香港逍遥自由行……
年初五六，上深圳耗尽了腿力……

初七回国路上，已开始计划下次重返此地的行程。。。

澳门 香港 深圳
我们下次再见~！

p/s: 行程与后感慢慢再分享……

最近

好久没有写华语了

离开学校，是有很多新体会，

学习、成长中……

学习如何面对上司、同事……

学习如何做到面面俱圆……

好多想法，好多未来计划……

现在，我有何计划呢？

有时有点愧疚，因为没有为当下努力……

偶尔，觉得自己好久没回家……

却不会太想念……

不晓得，这次是不是最久离开我岛的一次?

从新年过后，算算也有2.5个月……

爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，弟弟，弟弟……

你们依然是我的最爱！！！ <3

CNY Mode

Chinese New Year is coming soon!
Love to see the red red decoration comes along with cutie bunnies
so I surf around to feel the festive mood

How much do I wish that I could be staying at home
doing the spring clean
decorating my house with all these reddie, goldie, shinnie stuffs
enjoying the festive moment with my family

Miss my father, miss my mother
miss my sister, miss my brothers
Love my father, love my mother
love my sister, love my brothers

作品

3天完成400页？？？

把自己豁出去了！！！

以下为本月头妈妈生日时的“杰作”

^*^

我的靓妈!!!

我有个美丽的妈妈
因为她美丽，所以我也美丽
（哈哈 xD）

蛋糕，是姐姐送的礼物
两天的“宾妹”，是我送给她的

祝妈妈
天天快乐
身体健康
和爸爸 和和气气 安安康康

永远爱妈妈！！！
Muackz!!! <3

有缘

回想起来
我和我外公还算有缘的

在我忙碌时期莅临前，我能够回去为他奔丧
在棺木密封的前几秒，我还有机会见他最后一面

才十几天不见，感觉他消瘦好多好多
想必是折腾了好几天了

有点遗憾，没有选择上周末回去
或许我和他心灵相通指数还不够高
没想到十几天前就是最后一面

希望外公可以记住我们对他的好，放下我们对他的不够好

愿您
脱离苦痛
在极乐世界逍遥度日

如有来世
盼您来生幸福富贵

我过的年

除夕前一天，趁空挡去找韦玲阿麦聚聚~

初二，全家一起北上泰国探亲~ 要看照片的话请按这

初六 - 不好了！PCS presentation在拜一，没心情过年了~

初九 - 人家在拜天公，我在烦着~

就一直忙sponsorship的东西~~~给那些人搞到我好烦好烦~~~

周末没得回，就算pangkor现在普天同庆大宝森，还是没得回 =(

拜一有test~ 有功课要做~ PCS presentation 2要准备~

刚刚打回家，妈听到我没回，就盖我电话了~情绪化的女人？！？

Hospital Staying

Last Friday, was going Ipoh Specialist for Medical Checkup with dad.

I would like to praise the ward I stay in this post.

Can be considered as 5 stars hospitality. >.<

Staying in this Premier ward since no more double bed room available.

Outside our ward...


Inside our ward
a plasma tv and wifi connection

the bathroom

left: every injection goes through here
right: meal after fasting for 20 hours

upper left: there is a bakery near the entrance
the hospital is in X'mas atmosphere

当外公的柴可夫

经上次意外后，外公的摩多就被没收在大舅家
所以，今早我当了他的司机
几乎绕了半个岛

身后坐着70多岁的老人家
好像背负着重重的压力般
好担心自己一个不小心失了重心
弄伤了他

很久都没有这么压制着速度了
多么担心自己一个不留神
不小心把油门转大了

外公问我：“要去lim Kopi吗？”
我想都没想的就说：“mai”
过后自我反省
外公就是想找人陪他坐在咖啡店
但其实我是不喜欢坐在这种咖啡店的
所以不假思索的拒绝了

其实我也知道
这样很不应该
。。。。。。

从邦各后到吉灵丸后回大街最后回外公家
一路上
我小心翼翼
终于
平安抵达
=)

****任务完成****

Wednesday & Thursday

Yesterday was sending my laptop for reformatting...
It had been very slow since past few weeks.
Always got hang at the wrong time =(

After reformatting, feel fresh but not very ok also.
Just now after open some applications together, it show me this...


Was being frustrated by the service of Celcom Broadband in UTP.
Now I'd said that I rather use back LAN which couldn't on msn.
At least it's more stable than broadband.
And just now, it kept on failing to get connected!!!

Anyway, this afternoon just made 2 phone call + 1 fax to terminate the service...temporary...
still wish to give it chance, see how it would perform after some time.
And want to complain about the operator service--I've waited for more than 2 min while listening to the 'sweet music' for the operator to pick up my call!!!
WHAT GRADE OF SERVICE???

Okay....
Just forget about all the inconveniences~

My Recipe of Yesterday was

Pandan Custard Bun

The first batch seemed nice and the 3 guys had taken all to Sitiawan.
xP



Sad to say that the second batch was not so nice due to the temperature and baking duration, i guess...

Due to this,
today
I gave up...

So, this evening... is...
Mum's recipe!!!

Pandan Dessicated Coconut & Kaya Pau

Mum could hardly get failed in making Pau
And for sure
this time her outcome was a success, as usual
xD


Last night dad was not at home,
so I 'sneaked' into mum's room
and sleep beside her...
hehe... still want to be manja gal~
xD

Tuesday ^.^

This morning, my handsome brother was buying breakfast for me.
xP
one more 'marketing manager' born!!!
enjoying aunt's noodles~ Yummy~
and tomorrow he promise to buy us Chu Cheong Fun...
hopefully he is still so semangat tomorrow!!! haha...

Afternoon time, my mum was so manja that she don't want to cook for lunch.
So I was trying to bake Pizza for lunch.


But this time seem like dad don't like it so much.
Just take one as giving me face.
xD

Actually after finish baking from 1pm, it's already 4.35pm.

After waiting the sun to get weaker, I went swimming with the kids again.
This time round, more cousies were joining us.
Was being fooled by the fatty in the water just now.
Anyway, tomorrow they are going back KL.

And sister leaving tomorrow also.

Wish all of them having a safe journey back KL.
=)

Monday ^^

Last night is 20092009
today just realize from the news.
xP

This morning was waken up by mother to attend a Raya celebration on the Island,
which the VIP is our current Perak MB, who is also a local people here.
There was a wide variety of Malaysian Dishes and also a huge crowd, around the food stall...

And this afternoon, I was baking
"Cinnamon Hot Dog Spicy Bun"

kneading dough using Genius


wrapping the hotdog~

after baking for 15 min at 190 degree Celsius~
.
.
.
.
.
notice the center one pattern
xP
accidentally

my family loving it!!!
xD



Today's Sport session:
Ping Pong


was playing with two Handsome
but lose in every match also
=(
need to brush up my skill again!

My Sunny Day ^_^

Long time don't have such a lazy sleep.
Saturday and today morning, I slept until almost lunch time! hehe...
Feel so great to be at home!!!

After some lazy morning until afternoon, my mum ask me to bake something as sister is coming back. Haha... finally uncle bring them back!!!

From the recipe book I bought last time, I pick
"Unbaked White Chocolate Blueberry Cheesecake"

get an insight view~

hehe... is it look tempting???

My family love it!!!
^-^

Compare to secret recipe, mine cost around rm40++ only...

This evening, I went to swim with my handsome brothers and cutie cousin =P

Before riding bike there, I put my license and handphone under the seat (near petrol opening).

We were trying to meet up with other cousins at the beach but was unable to find them out.
So finally we stopped at one spot and swim there.

I was trying to train myself 'sink' in the water for longer.
End up I managed to sink for 10 secs only... need more training tomorrow...

Then I was enjoying floating on the water freely.
Lalalala~~~~
so...Relaxing~~~


When I felt like landing, my feet cant reach the floor.
I was so panicked and shouted for help while my legs were struggling to keep myself floating.
Surprisingly!!!
I could actually swim without feet reaching the floor!!!
So far I thought I was not able to do it.

But due to safety purpose, I quickly swim towards the shore.
If my dad was with me, sure I dare to swim further away.
So next time should drag my dad along...hehe...

While we were packing to go back, we met Shin Ling with her sister Long Gai at the beach.
Ya, I'm planning to find her out Yamcha one day within this holidays~ hehe...

At 6.30pm, we reached back home.
The floor becoming sticky once stepped by us...
After bath, felt so lazy to wash the motorbikes... =(

And suddenly, I found that my license went missing!!!
Damx!!! Where is it???
I might have drop it somewhere along the way to the beach.
So I ask my lovely brother to ride me slowly towards the beach...
Along the way, I was trying hard to make my eyes alert on every possible color by the roadside.

Searching~
Searching~
Searching~
...
...
...
...
...

After passing by a hotel opposite the beach, I saw a familiar picture.
And quickly, I asked my brother to stop!
While walking back the site, I was praying that was my license.

Thanks God!!!
It's my LICENSE!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

At night, mum and dad were coming back from Sitiawan.
Having simple yet completed dinner with all family members+1 cousin.
xD

Having Astro session with all....

And I just found out my sister spent over hundred on these...

during Popular bookfair in KL.

compared to my last collection in UTP bookfair...


so do u understand what is it meant by
小巫见大巫
？？？

My Home~ My Heaven

After few weeks, finally I'm back at my home in Pangkor!!!

Hoohoo~

Miss sitting on the sofa watching TV like a pig!

Miss mum's cooking so much!

Miss my princess bedroom so much!

Miss the freedom to walk freely within home compound~

There are so many things which I can only have when I'm at my home sweet home.

And now, I can have all these thing around me!

Tomorrow sister might be coming back...

Then, we are in full family again~ (^.^)

Hope that mum will be cooking and making lots of nice nice dishes for us!!!

And I'm planning to bake some bun or cake within this few days...
hehe...hopefully it will work~

Looking out from my room, the road was decorated with greeny light.


Tomorrow is Hari Raya!!!

Wish all my muslim friends
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

And
Happy Holidays
to all~

心

是空的

是乱的

迷茫的

慌张的

缺了块

补不来

悬在空

没方向

胆怯着

懦弱着

有点酸

有点烦

解不开

收不回

放不下

回不来





寻寻觅觅……

只有那一方

看见曙光~

family picture ^.^

Last Saturday, went to take family pictures with my family.

The studio is very nasty. Restrict here and there. Not very happy dealing with that studio.
Won't go find that shop next time when sister graduate in master!!!

Coming Thursday, is my lovely sister graduation ceremony.
I'm not going UM since there is only 2 tickets per student.

~*HAPPY GRADUATING*~

one week at home

It's going to be one week since I back at home.

Is like a pig--sleeping, napping, watching tv, watching drama, onlining, etc....

Sometimes feel too bored or guilty, will go down shop helping around.

When feel too guilty, just sit there watching the customers walk in and out but do nothing for them coz my dad will handle better than I.

And this few days I even bring down my laptop and sit at the edge of the staircase. Helping up when I feel like I want to.

The worse thing is, I can even sleep on the chair at the staircase while watching drama.

Is really like a PIG!!!

dad is serving customer

Mum is not cooking this few days,

and dad start to learn ordering me to buy food when he feel hungry.

Last time was like this--when dad felt hungry, he would ask me what I want to eat, then he go buy for me.

Is he becoming cleverer? xD

Never mind! I'm happy to serve for him though!!! xP

又是假期了

想想 也有三个礼拜没回来了

回家的感觉真好

房子干干净净 宽宽敞敞的

好舒服噢~ (^.^)

不过，这次也同样的

只到店里帮忙那几分钟

宅女嘛……

嘻嘻 xP