Friday, May 24, 2019

What I have felt...

Three years back, when I was standing by on an offshore rig, feeling too bored and wrote an article -- What I feel like...

I feel like going to a new city, not too big, not too congested...
Aye, now I'm in Edinburgh, an old city but usually crowded on high street in the weekend...


Live in a new area and probably learn a new language? maybe work on something interest me?
Ermmm, I didn't learn a new language but pursuing a master degree here, consider yes?

A not-too-short stay, to experience different culture and life, to listen to the stories of the new place...
To have a purposeless day off, reading or watching how the local living from a corner in a quiet cafe?

This cafe is not quiet though...
The weather shouldn't be hot and humid all the time...
I want to see the colour of spring, the green of summer, the foliage of autumn, also the land of snow~


Blossom in the Meadows in late April
The lawn in my campus
Early foliage in front of the Oriam
One morning outside my room

I feel myself getting older for backpacking...paiseh...
Getting tired to pack and unpack, arrive and depart from place to place.
But now I'm ready for another backpacking journey! hehe...

Monday, May 13, 2019

反反哺

快奔三了

过去也许不是段平坦的道路,套一句老友的名言 -- “活过 走过”。
与其去遗憾如果,不如后悔曾经。
我可能比较犯贱,情愿选择可能的冤枉路,也不想留下“如果”的遗憾。

曾经“反哺”父母的“安心钱”,现在他们都拿回来资助我。
很庆幸,也很感恩,父母尚有活力,作为我任性的强大后盾。
希望他们一直健健康康,让我继续我行我素。

热爱自由,害怕拘束。
我妈曾经批评我,说给我太多自由。
我说 我感谢她没给我太多束缚。
她说 她是放任我到这地步的罪魁祸首。
我说 我有他这样的妈妈 想必是最幸福的事了。

虽然偶尔觉得自己的出生不够金钥匙,让我这一路上比同行的人更颠颠覆覆。
可我目前拥有的自由依然让我觉得自己是 幸运的 幸福的。

爸妈说,他们应该向我提出更多要求,好让我收敛收敛。
爸妈还是我的爸妈,我相信他们依然会继续支持我的任性。

母亲节快乐